Ashley Spivey Shares Ultrasound After Suffering Miscarriage

Ashley Spivey honored the memory of her son in a touching Instagram post she shared on Feb 1.

“Instead of bringing our boy home today, we brought him home early in December in this beautiful urn,” shared. Her photo displayed a golden urn that read “CJ.”

“Every morning I hold him close to me and wish that things were different,” she shared. “That my heart wasn’t broken into a million pieces. That I just would have made it to the hospital a little sooner.”

She added, “Today, the snow has forced New York into a standstill. I’m imagining that this is CJ making it into the world in a different way. By giving all the families here a day to be together or play together in the snow. By giving us all a little rest. Rest easy, sweet CJ. We will miss you forever.”

Many spoke out with support, including former Bachelor star Catherine Giudici who commented, “Sending you love friend.”

Now, Ashley is sharing much brighter news.

“Plot twist🤰🏼” she penned on Instagram.

“As y’all all know, I just went through the IVF process and we had decided to freeze the embryos to give my body a little more time to rest. We planned on transferring in May but I should have known, as with many parts of my life – if you want to make God laugh, tell him your plans,” Ashley shared.

She went on:

It is still very early (6 weeks and 6 days) but if you watched my @oovalife chat on Monday – this is my reality and I don’t want to have to stay silent about it because of taboos or a fear of jinxing it. I’m scared and I’m nervous but I’m also overjoyed. I’d be lying if I said that I’m not constantly thinking of CJ but I have to think that he had a little part in this.