This update is chilling.
Even though she faces the same frustrations of any mother-of-three, Jenelle seems to be in a much better place now than she has been in years past. She's gone through a lot of hard times, including addiction, relationship problems, and even a miscarriage. Her die-hard fans have been there for her throughout all of her hardship, but now she's opening up, revealing that the cause of her miscarriage is more upsetting than it seemed.
Losing a Child
Jenelle is one of the few moms who is open about having had an abortion after she got pregnant by her ex-husband Courtland Rogers. Her true fans will remember that this isn't the only time she didn't keep a pregnancy... She also had an unfortunate miscarriage during the time she was with Courtland as well. She's opening up about the causes of her losing the baby, which are more heartbreaking than they seemed.
A Dark Time
In her memoir Read Between The Lines: Diary of a Teenage Mom, she opens up about the point in her life when she was with Courtland and they were both involved with drugs. During this time, she writes, she went through a relapse and two pregnancies.
At the time that she reconnected with Courtland, she asked him for marijuana to help her withdrawals from heroin, but he simply brought her heroin instead.
"It was a hard relapse," she writes. "I took more than I did before. Courtland was not only taking heroin, he started dealing it." Courtland's addiction led to behaviors that Jenelle writes resulted in her miscarriage.
A Stretch of Abuse
After Jenelle became pregnant, she stopped using heroin because she didnt want to "poison" the baby, but Courtland didn't stop using.
“He also became very verbally abusive,” she writes in her memoir. “His favorite thing to do during arguments was tell me that our child wasn’t his because I was a whore.”
According to Jenelle, the verbal abuse soon escalated into physical abuse when he found out she was talking to another man.
"A Pool of Blood"
“Courtland slapped me around a few times, then started punching me in the gut,” she shares in the heartbreaking memoir.
She says that she called a friend, who called the police, but when they came, she sent them away to prevent MTV from finding out about her relapse. The damage had already been done though.
“I packed a bag and went to spend the night with my mother,” she writes in her memoir. “I woke the next morning to a pool of blood between my legs. My mother rushed me to the emergency room, where they explained to me that I had suffered a miscarriage due to my recent altercation with Courtland.”
Ending It
According to Jenelle, Courtland was charged with assault and battery of an unborn child after the incident.
Despite it, they got back together soon after when Courtland promised that he wasn't using drugs anymore. Soon after, she accused him of snorting Percocet she had received after dental surgery, and he became violent again. “I showed him the bottle and asked where the pills went,” she writes. “As expected, he attacked me, throwing punches and grabbing me.”
That was when she was arrested for heroin possession and trafficking.
The second time she learned she was pregnant by Courtland, she made a different decision. “I was pregnant, with that crazy, drug-dealing, abusive man’s child,” she writes. “I decided not to have the baby. Instead, I had an abortion.”
A Better Place
Jenelle is now clean from drug use and engaged to be married to fiancé David Eason soon. With three happy kids, she seems to be in a much better place than she was during that time of her life.
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